I can't really say why or what or whatever, but I'm growing increasingly frustrated with life. I don't feel like I'm anywhere I'd like to be, whether it's personally or physically or mentally or anything. Feel like I've been stuck in a holding pattern for many, many years, never moving forward. Don't really have any way to change it. Don't have anyone to talk to about it. Not happy. Grr, argh.
Will go live inside my head some more. Can't even verbalize anything. Not even typing in full sentences. Even this blog entry isn't what I want it to be. I can only take charge of so many things before I break.
"It's the sort of thing,
That makes you think too much,
It's the sort of thing,
Makes you lose your objectivity."