I can't really say why or what or whatever, but I'm growing increasingly frustrated with life. I don't feel like I'm anywhere I'd like to be, whether it's personally or physically or mentally or anything. Feel like I've been stuck in a holding pattern for many, many years, never moving forward. Don't really have any way to change it. Don't have anyone to talk to about it. Not happy. Grr, argh.
Will go live inside my head some more. Can't even verbalize anything. Not even typing in full sentences. Even this blog entry isn't what I want it to be. I can only take charge of so many things before I break.
"It's the sort of thing,
That makes you think too much,
It's the sort of thing,
Makes you lose your objectivity."
Sorry to hear about your frustrations. Definitely know what it feels like to go in circles and talk yourself in circles... Rob & I do it at least once a week.
ReplyDeleteBut be strong my friend. This too shall pass. And you always have a free place to stay on the west coast if you ever need to "get away" or for a girls visit or bring Jack too!! We'd have a great time and I KNOW you'd love it out here! xoxo